So...
After some fun with a bad back, and an even more difficult practice regiment, I seemed to finally hit bottom. I usually drown myself in the sound of Tim's drums and my bass, but fuck...last night! God Damn! I'm just trying to get across some sound, so people can have a good night...it could be like everything else...but yet...I know that I could have done more. I need to play with the bass higher up. I know, it really doesn't matter for looking cool if I can't really get the notes. Oh well.

There's got to be something that I can do that will pay me to do the things that I do best...maybe I'll figure that out later.